Never Give Up
Sometimes in life I feel like I should just give up. On him, on my dreams, on friends, and in life. But than I’m like where will this get me. So I try and try. When I fall down I get right back up.

life

I love you but I cant tell, you. Why do I get so nervous when I talk to you or get any where near you. I have no idea but I really wish god or someone else would explain to me what this is . IT would really clear things up for me if they did tell me. But that would defeat the porpoise of life right. Well sometimes I want to yell SCREW LIFE. Of course I don’t but wouldn’t it be nice to do.

I love you
I love you but I don’t tell you. I dream about you but I don’t say so. I hear your voice every day but I don’t hear you. I miss you everyday but we were never to gather. Maybe I should tell you, or say something, or hear you for real. Maybe after all this I’ll have a reason to miss you.
Life is complecated, but so am I. I don’t care what people think about me beacuse I know im not perfect. I flaws, I have scars. I know I have a past, and sometimes it hurts to look back at my past. But the thing about the past is it makes you who you are. The good and The bad.

life

Sometimes in life things dont quit go your way, but thats ok because you can always decided to over come all of the bad things in life and just laugh. I have learned that sometimes it is just best to take a seriuse moment and make it a funny moment. Laughing is always a good thing to do. I understand its hard to do because ive been there to. Maybe not as bad or maybe ten times worse. I dont know, but I dont have to either. Sometimes you just need to relieve stress. Crying, or screeming, maybe punching something these are some ways to do so. I only cry when im alone, I only screem when nobody can hear me, and I punch things when nobodys watching. I really wish that I could find alterntive ways to let all the anger, stress, fear, and frustration out.

life

Last night I learned that my best-friend thinks I’m pushing her away and don’t want to spend time with her. Its so not true. She told me that I have more fun with other people then I do her, but really that is far from how things really are. I do force her away, but only when m angry. As my previous post states, I get angry and take it out on anything or anyone. So I push her away so I don’t say something I regret and lose her. So I tried today to rebuild the relationship we had before. Now she just sounds angry with me. I fear that I may lose my best-friend all because of other stupid people.