Never Give Up
Never Give Up
I love you but I cant tell, you. Why do I get so nervous when I talk to you or get any where near you. I have no idea but I really wish god or someone else would explain to me what this is . IT would really clear things up for me if they did tell me. But that would defeat the porpoise of life right. Well sometimes I want to yell SCREW LIFE. Of course I don’t but wouldn’t it be nice to do.
I love you
I learned to day just how much I like my crush. Maybe I should give up but I don’t think I will. I think its important to never give up.
Life is complecated, but so am I. I don’t care what people think about me beacuse I know im not perfect. I flaws, I have scars. I know I have a past, and sometimes it hurts to look back at my past. But the thing about the past is it makes you who you are. The good and The bad.
Sometimes in life things dont quit go your way, but thats ok because you can always decided to over come all of the bad things in life and just laugh. I have learned that sometimes it is just best to take a seriuse moment and make it a funny moment. Laughing is always a good thing to do. I understand its hard to do because ive been there to. Maybe not as bad or maybe ten times worse. I dont know, but I dont have to either. Sometimes you just need to relieve stress. Crying, or screeming, maybe punching something these are some ways to do so. I only cry when im alone, I only screem when nobody can hear me, and I punch things when nobodys watching. I really wish that I could find alterntive ways to let all the anger, stress, fear, and frustration out.
Every time I decide to take a risk, and look at you I get all mushy in side and just fall to peices. Why? I have no idea, but I think its called love.
Can’t stop me
Last night I learned that my best-friend thinks I’m pushing her away and don’t want to spend time with her. Its so not true. She told me that I have more fun with other people then I do her, but really that is far from how things really are. I do force her away, but only when m angry. As my previous post states, I get angry and take it out on anything or anyone. So I push her away so I don’t say something I regret and lose her. So I tried today to rebuild the relationship we had before. Now she just sounds angry with me. I fear that I may lose my best-friend all because of other stupid people.
Always on my mind